UNITED BENETTON of COLORS

14 September, 2008 My nephew

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My new boots

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13 September, 2008 The people that I have met over the months.

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The forecast of the week

During the week many things have happened. I have enjoyed the days that have passed. Have been running around lately doing some jobs. Well I was at Chin Bee Road on Friday, I happened to see her that day but I did not approach her as I knew that it will be pointless as I remembered the things she did to me. I just avoided her not wanting to look at her of the sadness she had brought to me.

I had to rush back to the office and collect a laptop and rushed down to Raffles Hotel as one of my guys had problem doing the wireless. I rectified the problem and the use was happy.Came back to the office after that. I bought some food for Iz also known to me as the Cherokee with the Mustang.

After work we headed back together.We talked about certain things which I do not wish to elaborate in the blog. Had some fun on the way back home. A strange feeling came to me like something bad was gonna happened and it seems that feeling was something to do with Alice and the kids. I just try to ignore the feeling. I kept thinking of Elvis and Presley lately,the times where I spend with the kids and had so much fun with them. I do miss them alot. But why should I bother like once she told me.They are not my kids.Sometimes I realized that the words she use to say to me are pointless as she does not understand. I know that from time to time there are those who read my blog will try to understand when you were given something or someone and it was taken away from anyone,the feeling still persist in the heart.

Now is the weekend, and yes I do miss the times I had.Feeling so alone, but I guess this was meant to be. I try not to think about anything.I was suppose to go to Marine Parade today but I have decided to cancel the appointment and make it tomorrow afternoon.I guess after the appointment I would walk around the mall to look around at the place.It has been a long time since I have went there. I remember it was me and Alice when we went there to eat and walk around. Sometimes memories of the past do come back to me. I mean it is a good feeling at times but I have to eventually let go as she is with another and with the things she have done to me what is the point in talking to her or meeting her. All I get is lies and lies.I knew from the very beginning that I could not trust her.

Life has change for me now in many ways. I know dont bother much about anyone or I just do what I think is right. Being alone has made a change in me by keeping to myself and concentrating on my job. Like I have wrote earlier in my blog that I have the intention to make as much money as possible. Whoever I marry or wherever I stay will not be highlighted in this blog as I think it is my private life that I dont need the world to know. Only the everyday happenings will be highlighted with the events that have occured from time to time and from place to place.Sitting in the room and at the living room today I got involve with my roommate in watching some videos. I asked her how come she was not attached after so long and she just have not found the right guy yet. She told me that she was interested in me back than when she knew me. Right now she is not sure but would like to remain as friends.I told her that I have no intention in a relationship for the moment and since me and her are staying under one roof,it is best to remain as friends.She agreed with me. So we carry on watching movies and wow...we really are coach potatoes today. I went home in the night and told her I will be back about 12am to 1am. I told her not to lock the door.

Now I am home for a while and I met the new tenant who works in a club as a manager and he will be moving in on monday.Kinda young for a guy his age.It is time for me to head back to the condo now. Ok will update from time to time now.

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08 September, 2008 The happenings on Sunday and Monday.

I went to church with my mum for my uncle's funeral,some of my relatives do not wish to talk to me as a result of my past relationship with Alice. They avoided me and my mum told me to ignore them.I just sat away from anyone.Some of my cousins came up to me and told me that they are sorry to hear what had happened. When I went into a relationship with Alice I told her that I am serious with her and I do not want her to make things worse but in the end she did it, bringing the family I have further away from me. I sat there by myself and as the mass proceeded I heard what my cousin had to say about his beloved father to the crowds that have attended the funeral.

When the funeral was over, I told my mum that I did not want to go to mandai and I proceeded on my way home.As for my mum she joined, Uncle Raymond and Martin with Debbie and Raymond's girlfriend. I could see in the eyes of my family how far apart they are from me.Alice has destroyed something which I call love. Knowing that things will never be the same, I avoided them all and head to the car and drove back. As I was driving out memories of me,Alice and the kids came into my mind of the time we spend at the nature park and the little quilin. I drove home and did some work to forget those memories that haunt me. After doing some work on my computer, I went to have a rest. Got up at about 2100hrs, had my shower and dinner and switched on to the American channel SciFi and watch 2 interesting movies before I went to bed.

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07 September, 2008 Daniel Bedingfield - If You're Not The One

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I m back!!!!!!!!!

I am back after going so much pain and also reading what she had written. Well all I can say is that whatever she writes is sure knows how to lie well.There are many things that I could say but I do not want to as now I am no longer with C&C but I know there will always be a never ending episode for her.I just hope the kids are doing fine. I have been through a lot later getting over alot of things in the past, thanks to certain people who have helped me along the way and also to the one that made me see it through. My new apartment is nice, living with a friend from Hong Kong,she's 26years old.She's a nice friend whom I have known for almost 10years since the time she was schooling in singapore when I went over her place to service her computer for her and now she is a director for her own company. At times she would ask me out for dinner. I stay in the apartment at least 4 times a week cuz now I have to go back home from time to time to see my mum.

I will not state anything on this blog of my new apartment and my job/company. All I could say is that I do enjoy my work and I have met alot of people.The best part of this job is that I get to travel around almost everyday and I love it. I dont really look much at the time nor do I bother whether I finish late as I have no one to think or worry about. I have also learned alot of new things from some people. Lately it has been pretty busy for me as I have to rush around alot and there are not enough engineers around. I kinda miss Jason who I was working with as he is from China and he is 25yrs old. Most singaporeans could not understand what china nationals talk or hard to catch what they are saying but I could as I think the china nationals Mandarin are far more superior than any local chinese that I know. When I communicate with Jason I could understand everything he says as his mandarin are of correct pronounciation.Whenever we are together we could converse in mandarin.But now that he is not around I hardly could talk to anyone else like the way I talk to Jason.

Even though my job is in the east side, I kinda like living on the east side as it is very different from the west or north. The people there are great. Along the way I have come to realise that in the past that what I was fighting for was hopeless. As least I dont need to worry about alot of things now or any financial issues that come as I could be able to settle them better now.

From time to time I get to drive the BMW 7 series as when my uncle goes overseas trip he passes me the car.Hey you know what! Driving a car like this could pick up even the most gorgeous chics around.Ha!Ha! I dont talk to anyone about my job.Only 2 or 3 closest frens. Either than that I just concentrate on my job. Now I am planning to further my studies and also get more involve in my business with my fren.Things are picking up better now. In another few months time I want to earn at least a 5 figure salary. I for one will not entertain anymore women as I feel that in this country compared to the women from overseas all they do is make use of a guy.So I guess now I just concentrate more on work making more money and getting my dream car and bungalow. I have helped many in the past but now I will only help myself or those who have been loyal and truthful. Trust will not come that easily anymore.

Today I was at Changi North for almost half a day doing some work and by the time I got back it was like 1500hrs-1600hrs. I did some things before I went to bed and got up about 2100hrs.Watched a movie and had dinner. After which was on the internet doing some research on some things that I need to get from certain countries. A guy wanted me to work in Norway for him and I am considering the options to that.Well as long as I am not married or attach, nothing really bothers me.Just stay young,have fun and get the things I want.

Tomorrow I will be attending my cousin's father's funeral, I am sorry to hear from one of my uncle what has happened. I would like to send my condolences to my cousins and wishing the family a piece of mind.God bless and God speed to the righteous at hand.

Ok...I think it is time for me to end here but I will post some photos of the people that I met in a couple of days time when I am settle down.Also thanks to my close fren for writing the things in my blog even though you are now a few thousand miles away from me. I will come and visit you at the end of the year to spend xmas with you and your family.What you have written in my blog has touched my heart. I realise that love is not worth the effort for the one who does not know how to treasure it.Good nite folks as I will be posting more.

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