UNITED BENETTON of COLORS

24 August, 2008 Where art thou have gone?

It has been a while since Ghrame posted anything in his blog here. I kinda miss him writing things in his blog.I once remembered him saying to me if the heart,body,mind and soul have gone, there is no returning back to what it could be.I did not realized that one woman could change him so drastically.Maybe he was truly in love with Alice. No one knows where he is or what he is doing.He just does not wanna answer any phone calls from anyone. Did he disappeared for good. His mum called me once and told me that one day when she woke up,she saw breakfast on the table for her and she thought he had came back.

I dont see what is the point if Alice does not really love him in the first place.She was just out to make use of him.I find it hard to understand him but I know him that when he is in love, he would devote himself to that person. He used to tell me that he misses her and the kids alot and it was like having his very own family. I could understand how he feels when you lost a family.

Ghrame, please come back and be the guy who you use to be. Alice if you are reading this, just remember that you have made a good man walk away from alot of things and you are not matured enough to handle the truth.And yes I do know all about you as he has talked to me in the past about you.I myself could see how strongly he feels for you,yet you had to go and destroy him like this.The last time I heard from his mum that he had gone missing was almost 5years and he returned after a long time,changed into someone they hardly knew. If Alice this was your intention of making a good friend of mine go, may GOD see it some way to give you a punishment that will hurt you for eternity. All good souls will find a place in heaven and the rest in hell.

To my dear friend out there, hope you are reading what I am writing. I just wanna tell you that there are better women out there than the one you love. No point changing for a woman who only will go on lying for the rest of her life. No point being with a woman who has a heart of stone.And no point having her when she expects more than she could give.There is always a place for you here and there will always be a place for you no matter where you go.There are people who like you for who you really are.Alice will never bring you home to us but only you could bring yourself home to us.Alice is dead as her time is near.

"ALL GOOD THINGS MUST COME TO AN END."

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18 August, 2008 Goodbye My Lover

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You're Beautiful

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Sorry,Put The Blame On Me

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"True Colors"

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Time after Time

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I Love You

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I WILL REMEMBER YOU

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Angel (For Ghrame to the one he never wants to stop loving)

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Accidentally in love

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I Like To Move It, Move It

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Gummy Bear Song (Remix) - 22 Ash

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Funny Hippo Sings In The Jungle Fast

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I Will Survive - Aliensong

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In The Jungle In Fast Motion

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HIPPO JUNGLE SONG

TO BA A SMILE OUT IN YOU.

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Miley Cyrus - I Miss You

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Dr Alban - It's My Life

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Haddaway-What is Love?

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Haddaway! - I miss you!

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Maria Mena - You're The Only One

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Maria Mena - Blame It On Me

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I MISS YOU - BY BLINK

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13 August, 2008 The personality of Ghrame

Hi people, since Ghrame is not around, here is what I could tell all of you about him since the time I have known him. I have not written anything in his blog as I just wanted to read the stories and events of his life as he wrote.

Ok,for one thing I know about him is that he always helps others more than himself. He does not bother about the problems he has but he helps those in need. He is a very nice chap and he always smiles. Sometimes he is forgetful and there are certain people who I have known had made use of him for his kindness in helping others. He does not really show his temper and he tends to forget any incident that others do to him as he is the sort of person who does not bear grudges on anyone.So far I have never come across a singaporean like him before eversince I worked here.

Over the past few months I have seen alot of changes in him when he was with that woman from cycle & carriage where he use to work. He had told me certain things which till today I still do remember some of them. He was really very happy being with her and the kids. Every night he would fetch her after work and head back to Admirlty and fetch the kids where they would have dinner at the void decks or at the hawker center near her brother's home. After dinner, he would teach them and if they are wrong he would punish them by writing words. I have seen photos of him with her and her kids. They look like a happy married couple. He once told me how much he love her and that he would do anything for her. She was in a divorce suit with her husband and he stood by her all the way. On weekends he would take all 3 of them out to places quite often. At times he would be upset for the things that she has said to him as She wants more money from him to pay for certain things that she wants. He was willing to do all that for her. He also told me how romantic they would be when they were together and how loving she seemed to him. I could see it in his eyes that he has been waiting for a long time for something like this to happen to him. She was everything to him. When I wanted to meet him, he was always not free to meet me. I could see how devoted he was with her and the kids. But I could not understand why she did such a thing to him. He had made some mistakes like talking to her ex-husband and doing crazy things like waiting for her under her block and putting a poster up. He told me once that she said he was the one that was sending emails to all the people in cycle. Common sense will tell you that only if you are in the company,you will be able to get all the people's email addresses to send to others. Moreover I think she has forgotten that once she was with another guy called Chris who was in cycle also and she made Chris send emails to all of Ghrame's friends telling them what sort of person he is. Ghrame forgave her for that and was with her as he trusted her so much. Does she not know that she betrayed him and ruined his image so badly with all those emails.

Sometimes I wonder, why is it so hard for her to see that no matter what had happened between them and she was the one who has been making too many police reports on him before the day when she was with him. She was practically making use of him and wanting more. Furthermore, she already has another guy from than on and was cheating him all the way. A leopard will not change its spots no matter what happens. She will forever do it. She does not understand the love he has for her and how bad she made him feel as all he wanted was her and the kids. She has been giving him cold treatments and making things so worse for him that what is the point with being with a woman like her. Too bad I am not a Singaporean and the laws this country has does not apply to me. Moreover there is no extradition with my country and singapore. Ghrame has been the nicest person that I have known and he really goes out all his way to help others in need. Many people who knew him will know the truth. He is very straight forward to the point and not many could take it. I remember the times when he talked to me about her and how he wanted to marry her so badly even though she was not highly educated nor is she smart. All I know is that she works in New Car Logistics in Cycle & Carriage at Pandan Garden but I myself could not bother with a woman like this. Since she would never understand the truth from him she will never be able to understand anything. Whatever goes around comes around. I only hope for his safety now as I know that he is not feeling very well and the last time I saw him was he was bleeding from his nose and the right side of his eyes. I pray to GOD that he be found and GOD will send him an angel to protect him. Ghrame PLS GO BACK.YOU ARE NOT FEELING WELL.

As for that woman Ms.Er, you have done so much to him that you yourself have lost alot of trust in many and moreover you do not know who are the ones still talk behind your back.All you are worried about is how others look at you. You should have done something right or you could still do something right. For a man to sacrifice alot for a woman that is something I hardly see in singapore.I would consider you very lucky to have him. Now my only hope is that you do something good as he is really not feeling very well and you know what might happen to him. I guess he is just waiting for your reply/call. He had done so many good things for you and the kids than you must realize that goodness always overcome bad. Pretending is not a virtue nor does it has dignity.Stop listening to what people are teaching you but look in your heart and know the goodness in him like you once knew and you will realise the truth. He does really love you and I know that for a fact. Save him to save you.

"A love lost is a love that is not forgotten." - HULK

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12 August, 2008 Anyone know where Ghrame is please contact him as it is urgent

Hi I am one of the administrator for Ghrame's blog and a close friend of his. Ghrame was recently warded in hospital and he self discharge himself from the hospital. He is seriously very ill and needs medication. If anyone who sees him please ask him to go home as everyone is worried for him.No one in the family knows where he works. I do not understand why he is doing this, is it because of the woman that he loves in cycle & carriage. I mean what is the point when she does not bother much about him and all she wants is his money. I have been telling him that for so long. She already wish that he is dead. Moreover I understand how he feels for her but she will never come to understand his feelings for her. Ghrame I hope that you are reading this as it is not good for you to do this to yourself after what she has done to you, she has brought you alot of problems, lies and misery. Also you have lost alot of things because of her.

I do ask any of his friends or ex colleagues who has seen him please ask him to return home or go to the hospital before it is too late. His illness is getting worse and it will make him lose all his capabilities soon if he does not do something about it. Just forget about that woman and her kids, she just was making use of you and she will do it all over again. We all know that she is seeing someone else now. Again I ask anyone who has seen him please ask him to go to the hospital for his own safety.She is not worth dying for. Everyone in cycle & carriage already knows about her and no one truly trust her.

To the woman whom Ghrame still loves,all I could say is that now you have even make things worse for Ghrame and he gave up everything for you to spend his time with you and the kids.You knew he was sick and you made alot of mess to get rid of him but you were not there to help him overcome his illness.He suffered so much for you and as a friend of his,you never realised how much love he has for you and the sacrifices that he was going through and am willing to go through for you.Now my only hope is that he is found and he goes to the hospital to get his medication.

Thank you everyone, your help will be greatly appreciated if you could save a life rather than kill one:-HULK

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07 August, 2008 The happenings throughout the days

These past few days I have been busy going to many places and have come across problems left by other engineers that users complained and I manage to solve them. Also I received and email from one of the sales personnel whom cc to my boss that the compliment that was send by the user to me. I am happy to say that those in my company were shocked that I just started not long and I have been receiving compliments from users cuz of my efficiency. Now I have come to know that I will not mix business with pleasure anymore.

My close friend called me up on Tuesday and asked me why am I avoiding my family and mum, he says that I am not speaking to anyone of them for some time. I just told him that I have decided to shut everyone out of my life and concentrate on the things that I want now as I have learn it from someone in my past relationship. I have no interests in talking to anyone much about myself nor what I do any longer. I just want to be alone and do my own job. My friend told me that I am being unfair cuz of my past relationship but I told him that nothing in life is fair. I just wanna be left alone. When I am alone I get things done the way I want them to be done. I have no one to live for and I dont wish to entertain anyone at all.

Yesterday was wednesday and after dinner at my boss home which is at the same block that I got a shock. My boss is temporary staying there as his home in Bukit Timah is being renovated. Had a nice dinner, after dinner, I went home.As I was walking I saw her sitting from a distance at another block which was the way to the train station. I just carry on walking, she got up and wanted to hide but I just went pass her and said that I was not there for her. I wanted to talk to her but I find that it is no point as she is not matured enough to handle anything in life. Even thou I still do love her, I just walked pass her with a cigarette in my hand. I did not even turn around to look as I know there will be tears in my eyes. This is the first time I ever walked away. As I walked, I did thought about her and the things that she had done to me. I asked myself questions like if only she would be matured and smarter. I love her so much and was willing to sacrifice anything for her but she does not really know what love is. She use the word as if it is an objective. I remembered the times I was with her, we were such a loving couple with the kids and when we were alone we were so romantic. I really do miss those times with her badly but I know in my heart she will never come to an understanding with me. Both of us were wrong to each other and I had accepted it but she did not. Well it takes a wise person to realize their mistakes rather than not admit it. I have forgiven her for the things that she has done to me and I will move on from here. As for her she can live her life with that man for all I care cuz she will never know the truth of my love for her.Mistakes are made but they could be forgiven to give a better start to making thing best if it takes a strong heart to overcome the past.

"All good things must come to an end."
G.L.A. aka THE SAINT

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03 August, 2008 This song is for the woman I love with her kids (I MISS YOU)

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The Happenings throughout the week

It has been a great week throughout thou I had to go to many places, I kinda like this job as I went to place like the Science Park II, Singapore Expo, and many other companies. My job is kinda interesting and I meet alot of people. Along the way I met someone who got an interest in me as she is Spanish but I told her that I was not interested in a relationship. She calls me from time to time and ask me things. I told her about my past of what had happened and that I am unable to love anyone as the feeling has been lost.

Throughout the week I was also at Peninsula Plaza and at Conrad Millennium Hotel, there are so many interesting things in my job that I have learned and the people that I have met.But as the days go I still do think of her and the kids.Even thou how much I try to forget the past, it just would not go away.My good friend has told me that he understand how much it hurts and time is all I need to heal the pain.He also says that it will take me a very long time as he could see the change in me.Well all I know is that when you love someone it is not as easy as you play a game but she will never come to realize how much I treasure the relationship with her.I realize I was taken for granted when in the past I had so many other chances. Well it does not matter to me now as I completely have given up on love since the day she walked away. Stupidity comes to those who dont see the truth and the fact as it is but prefer to live on lies.

Some of my colleagues have been asking me out too but I have been rejecting them.Many people are amazed that I dont look like my age as they have presumed me to look like as if I am 28 years old. I am quite happy to hear that. It is the heart that will forever stay young.

Sheesh also lately my 26" Samsung LCD Monitor/TV gave me some problem so I had to loan a 17"LCD from my company and wait this coming monday for the repair guys to come and service my samsung monitor/tv. Lately I have been clearing my room and busy studying for my course which I intend to complete my degree no matter how long it takes. I feel that everything in the past that I believed so much has gone and now I have to try my best to adapt to the coming future.Futhermore it does not matter that she does this to me as she will never learn anything, I trusted her but now I am no longer sure to trust her anymore. Maybe in the past when she said that I was the 3rd guy in her life, I am starting to doubt her. Since she is capable of lies,she is capable of anything else.I believe that things could work out well if she tried.Sometimes I really do miss everything about her,the things we use to do.Now that there is this loneliness that crepts up in my heart and missing her is something I long to have her back at times. I only wish that she could be strong even to make things happen between us like how we use to be.

On saturday I went out with Gary to watch the movie the mummy and it was a great show.Came back close to 1 am as we drove back and forth that was faster. I gave him a treat as it was my pay and I was glad that after a long time I am earning 2.5times as much as what I used to earned. Now I could save up more and look for a brighter future ahead. A friend of mine told me that I could get any woman I want now as I am single and I am earning quite as much to look after a family of 6. All I wanted was to be with her and give her the happiness as long as we could have a relationship and get married in the future. I do wish for her to come back to me and that we could start everything a new and make a difference.Life is always full of ups and downs but it depends on how you put things and make things work.

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