UNITED BENETTON of COLORS

16 August, 2010 Time

Some of you might be wondering why I put Time as a title. Well these couple of months, I have been thinking, thinking a lot about many things. First it is love, after the last relationship, I could not remember how it feels like to date another woman, neither could I come to have that feeling of falling in love. Maybe its because in the past when I put in effort in all the relationships I had, it does not seem to work after spending months even maybe years in the relationship. Maybe some day I might fall in love with someone whom I could take an interest in. At the moment when I look at another woman, there is no attraction of interest unless if they did something funny or unique that draws my attention.

Next I have been deciding whether to leave singapore to go overseas to work/stay there but it is my mum that I am worried about as I feel that there is no one here who could take care of her and moreover I could not depend on my brother as he expects many things.

Life here in singapore has already bored me as it seems I have no interest in the things that is happening here. As for relatives I have not attended any functions or events that they held. I seem to be staying away from many things that have been happening. Most of my foreign friends have gone back to their country after working in singapore as they give up hope in singapore. For me now, I am doing many jobs at one go and I do not wish to reveal my jobs to anyone as I realised that when come to work and personal life, it should not mix. And when I go out with my friends I do not discuss anything about work. There have been many changes lately and I know how big the impact has done to me. Now I just look ahead of the future in what I want and the things I wanna do. I dont really bother much about others.

Ok I will end it here for now.

Posted by THE SAINT :: Monday, August 16, 2010 :: ---------------oOo---------------