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Name::THE SAINT From::Singapore, Singapore
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13 June, 2008
Long time has not blog here but here is the news
I was in a relationship with a woman I love for a very long time who has 2 beautiful kids for the past 5 months and it ended terribly.I love her with all my heart but it seems that she did not really understand it.She blames me for everything that has happened and to be frank she was so afraid of others knowing that we were together but in the end,other people came to know about us.
I do miss her so badly as well as the kids. Every moment when I was with her she has stopped me from smoking and I was really very happy being with her.There are so many things that I love her about her but she will never know. In my heart now is left the loneliness and emptiness that I have. The true happiness that I have found when I was with her and the kids was something that I will never forget.
Dear many things have been said and done wrongly and both of us must come to understand that mistakes that we made towards each other. I just want you to know that I have honestly love you sincerely and faithfully with all my heart. You were the only one in my life that kept me busy and I was really happy being with you. All I wanted was you and the kids. My life will now be very different as I really do not know what love is. I cant understand it anymore. Every nite in my mind, I think of you and the times we have spend together. I was so wrong to say so many things to have hurt you in so many ways which I did not intend to as it was done out of anger from the both of us. All I ever wanted was a chance to make things right for us. Sometimes you are too demanding in asking for alot of things but you hardly give yourself to me.In my heart and in my mind, I will always remember you as the one that I love the most. Now I will just have to concentrate on my career and proceed to do other things as I have given up in having any more relationships after I have lost you.Those that are closest to me knows how I feel. Tears in my eyes run down my cheeks as I type this out. I pray to GOD that one day you will truly realise how sorry I am and that all I want is you back in my life. I never had a best friend nor someone I could really talk much too, you were the only one that I could talk to and tell everything to but now I will just not be as the happy person you once knew me for. I end here for now hoping and praying that one day you will come back to me and we will live happily ever after.GOD BLESS AND GOD SPEED.
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Friday, June 13, 2008 ::
