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30 March, 2006 Thursday a day to thirst out

Went to Eunos today to meet Caroline at about 12pm but she was late as usual. After meeting her we went and have our lunch. We talked about certain issues that has been happenning lately. Also other personal stuffs that could not be mentioned here.I am looking for a 2nd job together with her so that I could save up more money. After the interview, we went down to Registry of Business as she was terminating her business as she has stop selling all the stuffs she use to sell.

We took a train down to Bugis as she wanted to go to Sim Lim to buy a earpiece and I brought her to get a cheap earpiece that only cost her 9 bucks. So we proceeded to Chris Workshop as we wanted to know what is going on. There at his workshop, were students from SMU n NUS doing some project for the SMU on trees. Chris also told Carol n me about the events that is gonna happen within this couple of weeks and he needed help on certain issues. So me n Carol will be helping him out as part time partners.

We talked for some time before me and Carol decided to take the train home somewhere close to 1845hrs. When I reached home....I had my shower and dinner, went to the website and take a look at Chris creations. Well people if you need any trees to be made, we are planning to make it and sell it soon to many organizations. Please do send me an email and also let me know what you are looking for.

Ok I think I will end here for now and go to do other stuffs.Will be back later in the day.

Posted by THE SAINT :: Thursday, March 30, 2006 :: ---------------oOo---------------
29 March, 2006 What happened this Monday n Tuesday

Well Monday I was at Battery Road at Standard Chartered Bank in the morning, there was a new department,Corporate Banking shifted on the 7th flr and I had to configure the printers from HP to Ricoh printers with the laptops n computer systems. Stayed there till 12.30pm than went for my lunch at Queenstown.

After lunch was attach to a company in Tuas....gosh....weird name for a company.....damn also cant remember how to spell it....I think either it is a Japanese or Korean company. Need to do some networking there.Was from 2pm - 9pm, came back home and did some work before I went to bed.

Tueday morning followed me mum in the morning to do some groceries than later went to work in the afternoon.Had a tremendous argument with one of my directors today. Sheesh! I never like him, he talks as if knows everything but instead he knows no shit at all. The other engineers just kept quiet and nobody wants to talk at that moment but hey my Irish n Scottish directors agreed with what I have said as they did not comment much but this China born director sometimes dont realise that if he does not know shit about anything he should have just ask and learn rather than act as he is mr-know-it-all.......went home about 1930hrs.Had my shower and later join Kasha.....Came there about 2100hrs. Met Kasha's 2galfrens who was off that day. Also met with Andrew a scottish engineer for PEC, a previous company that my dad used to work with and was attached to Exxonmobil. Me and Andrew spend our time talking about New Zealand and about bikes n cars.........I drank 4 glasses of Long Ice Tea. I think I need to cut down on drinking on it too often as it is too strong in certain ways. Later in the nite Farrah came n joined in. I stayed till 0130hrs n took a cab back home.Was tired that nite.Came home n had my shower n went to bed.

Posted by THE SAINT :: Wednesday, March 29, 2006 :: ---------------oOo---------------
26 March, 2006 Home n did some stuffs

Well after work I came home and did some stuffs,my nephew came over to pay a visit with the maid,so did my younger brother. Now he could converse a little in chinese n english......too some photos with him.He was quite happy to take some photos.

Later I went into my room and did some mixing of music recording and wanted to save a copy and see how things go. Than I had a call from Farrah's brother who asked me to help me to sell away a Dell computer and I send a couple of sms to some frens seeing whether any one of them who might be interested in the system.

I came across a couple of sites like Wayn's contact which is similar to friendster.....it seems that people just wanna make frens only if only the guy or the gal is good looking.....strange to have pple like that around.Anyway I could not bother much....sometimes when you become rich n famous...everyone wants to be your fren......its like as if we wanna be bothered with those who in the beginning could not bother about knowing you in the first place.Shucks!!!Man what's the point in having websites like this when there is nothing that really could make frenship rather than just being popular by having the number of frens.

Watched some movies in the nite n also talked to a fren introduce by Kasha to me.Chatted only for like 15mins or so....than carry on watching my movies....Felt sleepy about 3am in the morning...need to turn in early to bed now as there are many things that I would like to do tomorrow.Good nite pple.

Posted by THE SAINT :: Sunday, March 26, 2006 :: ---------------oOo---------------
25 March, 2006 Last nite on Friday

I was pretty upset at work today as me n 5 other senior IT engineers were called into the manager's room n we were told that we were gonna be axed by the company as the company is cutting down on manpower and moreover we were too highly paid,the company would like to compensate us with 2months salary but we were not happy as we signed a contract for a year with the company. After leaving the room, me n the other senior engineers decide to take this matter up to the ministry as this is not what we expected.Imagine terminating our contract n not the younger guys as they have been always taking medical leave a day to 2 days in a week n it almost happens weekly.Sheesh......I was really pretty upset about the whole matter and I did not wish to entertain anything that goes on in the company anymore.My other senior engineers felt the same way too.Some of them decided to go to the beach and have a couple of drinks but I was not interested to join them. I left the company and headed to 5 where most of my other pals would be.

Me came there almost close to 9pm, it was really crowded as they were having this promotion thingy where you have to score a number of points to win a bottle of liquior.I tried to remain happy but the thoughts keep running through my head.Roy, Chandran, Surej, Kasha, Shan n others more came down too.I drank about 5glasses of long island tea n a bourbon coke.Was pretty not myself that nite.Stayed till almost closing n I needed to work in the morning at 7 n I think I would not be able to sleep.So after that instead of taking the cab home I decided to the the night bus back n wow it was pretty fast.Abt 25mins to reach my home,almost the same time as taking a cab n it cost on 3bucks. Came back had my shower n lay in bed for about 2hours before iI got up n got ready for work.

Came to work n had breakfast with all the other senior engineers n none of us pretty much bother talking to the younger guys. It seems that work for us today was not too bad as the manager did not bother to give us much to do as he knows that we were pretty upset about the whole issue since last nite. Check out my photo album to see the pictures that I took last nite at 5.Will update more later in the nite.

Posted by THE SAINT :: Saturday, March 25, 2006 :: ---------------oOo---------------
24 March, 2006 Friday A Day To Ponder

Well work was pretty tiring n there are 2guys that are not present today at work.These guys are always taking medical leave or no pay leave with various of reasons.Sheesh.....it seems that these young guys take life so easy n dun bother much about their life.I keep telling them so many times to concentrate on their work n do other stuffs after work.It seems that they never listens.Well anyway,I overheard that they will be terminated next week if they do it again so there is nothing anyone can do to help them.Imagine every week being on leave or on medical leave...which employer will like it.......sigh....me too am resign to certain things that are happening here and they is nothing any of us senior engineers could do about it.......ok I think I will get back to work now and update the blog later in the nite.

Posted by THE SAINT :: Friday, March 24, 2006 :: ---------------oOo---------------
23 March, 2006 What a hectic week it is

I have been assign to Standard Chartered Bank this week as they have moved certain departments up to the 23rd floor. We were supposed to configure all the printers to a specific IP address and also we have to make sure that the users could be able to do their printing.The Ricoh engineer was also there to help as there are a couple of new Ricoh printers that do have drivers for users to use them.

Busy...busy...busy.....I had to keep running back and forth to Sim Lim especially for one director who needed a new keyboard n wireless mouse.Cuz his system from Dell GX280 cant accept most of the keyboards or mouse that was installed. In the end I had a tough time, I had to call Dell but also to no use as you see the engineers there also could not help much....I was really frustrated as I cant know how DELL configure their systems not to accept any keyboards or mouse prior to theirs.Moreover the is no PS/2 ports,only USB ports.

Met Yawen for dinner on Wednesday nite, we went to the esplanade and had our dinner at Thai Express.Than we took a walk from the Esplanade to the other side of the quay near the Merlion.We chatted and talked about alot of things.I figure she must be having a hard time with a lot of things at the moment.We took a train from City Hall and went over to Tiong Bahru where she needed to change to a bus to get home as I promised her that she will get home on time.

Later after that I went to No.5 and met Kasha and Farrah.....there were others there too.I stayed till about 11.30pm before I made my move home.Got home,had my shower and went to bed. Was really very tired the whole week.

Ok me now wanna go and watch a Jet Li Shoalin Movie.Willl be updating more soon.

Posted by THE SAINT :: Thursday, March 23, 2006 :: ---------------oOo---------------
19 March, 2006 Was really a tiring but great week

This week has been kinda busy with work and there were alot of things that needed to be dome.On top of that I had to make a police report on the guy that was sending me those rude n sarcastic sms on my cellphone.

Than on Friday nite,met up with Kasha n the rest of the gang n Kasha was so nice, shse bought me drinks n chicken.....haha.......The place was really wild n crazy that nite n I did not expect it to like how it is as before.It was good hanging around there are having fun n getting to know more people. I enjoyed myself the whole nite thru.......

Yesterday I was at Standard Chartered Bank at Battery Road as I am attached there to configure the new department that has shifted to the 23rd floor.We had to link all the different kinds of printers together n make sure that everything was well n running.There were some systems that did not have the drivers of the Ricoh printer so we had to wait till Monday to do more when the staffs come back to work.

When things were over, I went to meet Kasha for dinner with Christin who will be flying off on Sunday at 3pm and he will be back in 2weeks time.I was really tired and I left later as I need to pass some equipments to one of my colleagues n he told me that I did not need to turn up for work.So after passing the equipments,I came back n met Kasha n the rest of the crew. Stayed till closing and again Kasha bought me more drinks.Wow...she truly is a good fren....After closing me n Kasha went back n I came home n drop dead immediately in bed as I was really damn tired the whole nite thru.

Posted by THE SAINT :: Sunday, March 19, 2006 :: ---------------oOo---------------
15 March, 2006 HAD A GREAT DAY YESTERDAY

Last nite I met Ken later in the evening as I needed his help n help me out.There turn out to be no work in the evening when I reported in.....sigh...so met Kasha for her birthday party.....So many people came......Gunter,John,Steve, Kelly, Mike, Agnes, Shan, Me, Gary, Farrah,Jimmy (my ex-gf younger brother) and many more.........We also played pool and had a good time....John ordered a bottle of vodka n it was nice....i did not drink too much as I need to be for an appointment before I come to work.

We did have a good time...later when everything was over me n John went back together.....

Got up in the morning n rush to work as I did not sleep at all the whole nite since last nite...went to work than went for my appointment at 8.30am n after the appointment I had to rush for another appointment at Bedok at 11.30am,made in on time.I was really quite tired........after the appointment I sms Zenith n ask her whether she is at home n since I am near her place I thought of meeting her for lunch but since there was no response I had lunch by myself and than proceeded for the next appointment.

Came back in the evening was so tired, fell asleep n met Khai as he wanted to lend my camera for his project so he came over to my place about 8pm n took the camera from me n I taught him how to use the camera.Went back up after that n did my blog n also talked to PUFFERBEE MY GOODFREN. You know who you are pufferbee......haha.....finally ya name appeared on my blog.......known her for a very long time n we r great buddies as we understand each other very well....both of us have our ups n downs n we try to make the best of each passing day......

Later after doing my blog when to watch a movie and than want to go to bed early tonight...........so tired.....

Posted by THE SAINT :: Wednesday, March 15, 2006 :: ---------------oOo---------------
14 March, 2006 I learn something from my Russian colleague

In my workplace there are different people from different continents n there is this Russian colleague of mine whom I learn something new n to be frank it is true. "Stupidity is a virtue for fools who never learn from their mistakes."

Well me n my russian colleague do get along well and sometimes we talk about topics that are happening both in our countries n he too tells me that he does not wish to stay here too long as alot of things are forbidden.

I do agree with him. Some of the people here I too myself encounter at times are pretty childish in certain issues and apparently due to the upbringing. Well it does not matter to me as long as I dont go looking for trouble,I let trouble come looking for me n than only will trouble know when my anger explodes if trouble creates a problem they surely will regret it.

Well my lunch with my colleagues were great.Tonight we will be going to join Kasha at her party where there will be more pple coming.Haha.......Anyway its something I have not done a long time and my frens tell me its ladies nite.Well me have no interest in all that now after going thru some rough relationships.I think the worst relationship I had was the one last year with Krystaller Jing Jing who is a Nafa student......man the amount of lies n stories she can come up with,you can write a book.So many pple who knew her,knew the crap she is full of.I did not listen to my frens advise and went ahead with her. Now I realise,how good she is convincing others.Well those idiots that believe her is to their own benefit as far as it does not concern me......and if she does create anymore problems for me....than pray to god she dont meet her worst nightmare.

Oh shit.......I need to finish up my work now......ok....will pen out now but will continue later in the nite again with photos.

Posted by THE SAINT :: Tuesday, March 14, 2006 :: ---------------oOo---------------
13 March, 2006 Last nite was nice

Kasha sms me yesterday evening to join her for dinner n I met her about 7pm n we went there to have dinner as she wanted to treat me to dinner.We met her fren Shan n we sat at Ah meng's cafe in town n had dinner.We were talking about alot of things.

During dinner I receive an sms from this person who wanted to befriend me and the best part about it is that this sms comes from a fren of my ex gal fren Zheng Jing Jing aka Jens Krystaller Eulishear.The number that I receive is 97460296. The best part about it when Kasha n her fren saw it they also warned me.Haha...this idiot can sms things like I am a secret agent whom Jing Jing told him n what an idiot.Ya I am a spy for the government......I got to know James Bond n my number is 008.....wahaha......man my ex girl fren owes pple money n still have not return my stuffs since there is a court order for her to return the items n now she is really playing with fire.

Any I sms this guy n ask him to meet me.N he can tell me that it is not the ripe time.Can also call me small boy like as if he is an old man with better brains........now they wanna put a blog out on me saying that I went around telling young gals that I am a spy....wahahaha.....wat a joke when everyone who has met me knows that I am an IT engineer.......man I did not realise there were imbeciles like this who exists who thinks with their ass rather than with their minds.Haha....This is the most lamers joke that I have ever heard.....Some people dun realise their mistakes when it is too late and they are asking for more trouble.....well like the saying goes "Dont go looking for trouble,let trouble come looking for you."Only than will they learn who they mess with.Have not seen my true anger n I think they better not see it as hell will be a better place to be in if they have saw it.

Kasha,Shan n me than sat down and have drinks and we talked about the incident and most of my frens know the whole truth about what happened.Why do I need to be afraid of anyone when I myself dont fear death. Sheesh! Farrah joined us much later in the nite and we chatted away about things in the past and things in the future.Me n Kasha also was playing hints with Farrah to guess who is the guy that is dating Kasha now...haha........Farrah had a hard time doing that....it was so funny.......she did not like taking photos and it is hard to get her to take photos.

The place was getting really quiet that nite and not many people were around. I think maybe it is due to the monday nite blues.We left about 2pm

when the place was about to close.Kasha ask me to come this Tuesday with her to a party in town n I was not sure whether I could make it due to my job.I told her that I will let her know.We all took separate cabs back home as all of us were not staying close to one another. When I reached home,i had my shower and after which I went to bed as I was really very tired the whole day doing nothing much.

But as for the person who has been disturbing me on my cellphone,a report will be made to him n jingjing.I dun wish to entertain childish n idiotic imbeciles.

Posted by THE SAINT :: Monday, March 13, 2006 :: ---------------oOo---------------
12 March, 2006 Saturday Nite in the Office

Well everything seems so moody nowadays with alot of changes in life.My manager not around so me and my colleagues sit n watch a movie Final Destination 3 n Pearl Harbour. Both shows are nice.After the show we got back to work,today no much things to do so we laze around the office.The only problem is that in here we are not allowed to use our cellphones as they are suppose to be kept in the locker.Due to the equipments in the area we work that might cause some interference to the equipments.

Anyway......I m bored like hell n have been thinking about what my mum said,all she wanted me to do is concentrate on my career and migrate to the place that I wanna go n be happy.She told me not to bother too much in relationships as there will always be someone out there who will suit me better.When I think about it,yeah I do agree in some point or another as I feel that most of my time has been searching for a good relationship that would last.Now I see the point and I will have to tell someone about it and hear it out.In my own words I think what I am searching for cant be seen in this part of the world.Most of my previous relationships were like 2-5yrs and boy did I really waste my time in all this.I find that it is hard to explain to anyone how I feel.Moreover now I have to save up enough money and also settle some of my bills.Not only this but I feel that I am on a rebound like what one of my good fren said to me one nite when she had a talk with me.She has been a good fren to me for quite sometime.

There are many things in life that people are expecting in a relationship,some are possesive, some are irritating, some are stubborn n some do not want to learn from each other.The problem with me is that when I give all my best in a relationship,it always seems that the other party is expecting more in return and does not even bother to ask me what I really want in life or what I plan to do.Its always me who listens but no one wanna even ask me how I feel or am I down.So now I have realise that certain things are not as what they seem,I have try to be as harsh as I could be but I do not wish to stoop as low as them to degrade myself in anyway possible.Too many things are best left unsaid and as society changes in certain ways,I realise that something in me will not change to the way society is changing and that is the principle of the essence of life.

Hey let me tell you a story,last year my dad was admitted to the hospital n everyday after work I go there to visit him n I try my best to be there every single day as my mum is also there every nite by his side.My dad is a remarkable man.He works hard from the time he was young to give his brothers n sisters a good education so that they are who they are right now from Managing director,chief Engineer,Head Staff nurse n many more other positions.As I grew up from young,I came from a poor family and my dad was a sailor for about 5-6yrs and I seldom get the chance to see him cuz he travels around the whole.He has seen most of the places in the globe.Many places where I myself have not been.He gave me n my younger brother a good education and he always buys things for us even when we do not want it.I was so happy having him as a father.At times he was very strict with us and would cane us when we did not do well in our studies.Also when I was young I was closely knitted with the church.I became an altar boy (those young boys that wear a white garment you see walking next to catholic priests during church services) and also I was in the choir.

My dad was really very strict with us cuz it runs in my family for many generations all over the world. But he was also there for us when we were in trouble with the law.Having a dad like him was really great.He can do alot of things like be a sailor,a mechanic, engineer, safety supervisor and many more.........but the saddest part of my life was that I never told him how much I loved him when I had the chance to.Those past 4months in the hospital last year made me realise how important he was to me.I asked god if he was to take my father away,pls spare him from condemning him if he has any sins as I will bear all the sins for him to carry and instead I shall be the one to be thrown to hell........Sigh.....I remember shaving him,feeding him and saying the prayers for him at the hospital infront of so many people.I also realise that my courage in me was coming back,something that I have lost faith n believe in as a Catholic.I have walked away from god n christ n not seen the church for what it is n was n is to be.Now knowing the truth to see the one that you love the most in your heart suffer,you do not request much from god as there are billions of people in the world n god cant grant anyone their wishes.What we can do is accept it.As the days passed in the hospital I realised something too.....my dad was losing faith n hope in alot of things....he was a man who never gave up....but now he did......The misery I have to live with is that on the day he died,he did not wanna go as he waited for me to come from work to see him leave but I was too late.He died without seeing me n that left a big hole in my heart as I really did not know what to say nor do.Sigh.....we are all humans n we do shed a tear for the ones that we love if it comes from the heart.I was so devasted n lost.......I remained silent most of the time.......

Than I prepare the funeral,chose a white coffin for him.Laid his body in the coffin and in church for 3days.Everyone was said......but I was the only one that has the deepest sadness that no words could describe.Than before the congregation I said a speech,I told everyone before me how much my dad means to me,how good a man,father n brother he was to the family.The things that he did for the family n everyone.I also said that the saddest part was for me as a son not to have told him how much I love him.This is one misery that I shall take to my grave till I see him again. After he was gone, things were hard for me as I need to look after the home n my mum.I made a promise that I will abide by it n I will not let any mockery or insult kick me down,for I believe if I have the faith to go n be strong I could overcome it.I been trying till this very day n the courage keeps building up day after day.There are many things and thoughts that run through my mind.I will not sit back n taken for a fool for someone to plunder on me.There is one thing that I fear in myself,it is my anger that makes me wild n feel no pain.So I try to control that as long as I could.No one has ever seen my anger,the only 2 person in my life that had seen it is my mum n brother.

Now I rest here n get back to my work n dun wanna think about anything or anyone for the moment. GOD BLESS THOSE WHO SEE N SPEAK THE TRUTH.

Posted by THE SAINT :: Sunday, March 12, 2006 :: ---------------oOo---------------
11 March, 2006 A woman that cant work to make a living

I was online since in the morning n there was this young lady that I once knew but she was childish in many ways n still is. Now at the tender age of 19 she is married and behaves like a brat. Sigh I feel sorry for her husband as she can work or do something to earn some cash but all she does is laze around at home or go clubbing too often. Her favourite hang out is at NAB.

I just dont realise why is it that when you are capable and young, you dont seem to do anything about it. Maybe the reason her husband is blinded by her beauty. But the fact is that beauty is not all that matters in a person. The things that I have heard from her fren is that there is so much problems about her eversince she got married. Sheeesh!! I call this a spoil brat. She pretends to act as if she is like someone from the royal family. Man....I really hate women who are like this who expects more things rather than do anything.Those who do not work and dream for the future will never get what they are looking for in the life.......its like they will be laid as many times but will not get what they wan. Most men these days are also getting smarter and they know if they wanna marry a woman, she has to be of the right perception in the dreams of the man.

I wont say that all men or women are like that but in a whole especially in a place where I grew up I have realise that the majority of people here are not like the ones from the past nor like any foreigners. Its like MONEY TALKS N BULLSHIT WALKS in this land where we grew up. Sheesh!!!Well I have no hard feelings to anyone,its just that when I come across people like this I always say that this bloke needs to get a life.....ok gotta go or will be late......

Posted by THE SAINT :: Saturday, March 11, 2006 :: ---------------oOo---------------
A good nite for me

After doing my mails n serving the net......I sat down n watch a couple of movies like Asterix n Obelix, Rambo Part One to Part Three.It was a tiring nite for a movie marathon.Haha......well some war movies does bring back some memories from the past of how things were back than n how people fight for the right cause.

Sheesh!!! I could not believe that I was so glued to the movies, did not even bother to answer my cellphone. The thing about watching movies is that to understand the show you have to catch every phrase, word n action in the movie rather than have someone sit next to you and tell you so what is gonna happen next...why like this? How come like that? It can be rather irritating and sometimes I will just tell the person off like "Hey watch the show, if I am the director of the movie than I could tell you what happen rather than sit back and watch the show."

Haha......ok it is almost 1.15am in the morning n its time for me to have my shower n go to bed as I need to get up 6am in the morning n do my 10km run. I have started to train myself as I believe that I am the only one who could do it rather than here others give terrible comments like yeah rite!

Ok goodnite pple n do enjoy the weekend ahead as I will have one last weekend to enjoy and than I need to work almost 15hrs a day from next week onwards to build up and save up for my dream in having a own business.TUTALU.

Posted by THE SAINT :: Saturday, March 11, 2006 :: ---------------oOo---------------
10 March, 2006 Interesting day I had today

Now I have found a 2nd job in Jurong part-time for another 6months or so.After the interview,I went to Eunos to meet with Hong An as he has lost his driving license and he had to make another new license.I waited for some time than I sms him to meet me back in our place.

I read the new paper today n was amazed to read an article "MP on a race ties:Let's not kid ourselves." Well in my own opinion I do agree with what the article wrote about the employment in Singapore. Yeah when you look at the classifieds,it always states that you have to be bilingual in English n Mandarin. Yeah I myself do understand Mandarin n do speak if the need arises.But you have to consider those who cant. I mean this is a country where multi racial co-exists and it is part of our community to survive in this country.But if majority of the jobs that are stated in the classifieds require you to speak Mandarin,I feel that this is unjust or in a point to say that you want everyone in this country to be like they are from China.Spare a thought of those who have families to support n need to earn a living.If this country is gonna be like a Chinese Republic,Singapore in turn will lose out to alot of good and hardworking folks that who could afford it,migrate to some other country where there is not an issue.

Take for example our neighbour who is much bigger in size n who is building up its country faster than before.In every expects other bigger MNCs are running to countries like this to setup their production plants or even other things.History also has it that PSA never had a retrenchment or downsize in its staffs but now look at what has happened to PSA.The people in this country need to survive and need to think about their own countrymen.Our country never had a war but if there is ever a war like most countries,who are the only people that will stand up and fight,ITS OUR COUNTRYMEN. Yes the government has done alot of good things in the past,the present n the future but the government must also setup a policy of a workforce in each company to have a fair ratio of equalibrium.Without these factors how will the people who do not understand nor speak the language adapt to the changes. We were once a country where racism does not exist in the country,workplace nor in the neighbourhoods but look now.

Well my only hope for the future is that the children of today will make Singapore a better place to live in and not like what it is becoming....this is more like a city that works more to survive.Everyone around us from all walks of life,race,religion n creed is finding it harder to survive with the new changes around us.Singapore can be better in many ways....where is the freedom of speech, justice n equality......where is the language or religion to be a better part of society......we say the anthem with pride in the past but there are so many who now wonders whether the anthem is what it really says it means........sometimes you can see when the national anthem is played,not many people sing with their hearts out.

The changes of this society in my opinion has taken a toll in the nation where we work, eat, play n sleep.To survive everyone has to find other means as there are not many jobs available to the less educated nor to those who cant understand the Mandarin language. Yeah this is not like America nor is it like Britain. If I had one wish I wish that those who are looking for a job, the employers of the companies will give the party a chance to learn n communicate.Who knows he/she might be a better worker even though he/she does not have the language capability.

I here on my own thoughts n opinions do not stand as a politician but as a patriot who believes in the right way things should be done.The Americans have a saying once by a famous person,he said "Ask not what ya country could do for you but what you could do for ya country...in my words I would say "Ask what ya country can do for you but ask not what ya people has to suffer to understand."Ok I think I will end here for now and hope that in the next coming months there will be some changes in the government and that the government will implement new policies so that companies here in Singapore will abide to. I have alot of faith in this government who has worked its way up from the 1950s to the present day.So my only hope is that the government realise what is happening in the classifieds, as it is not as easy as seems.Action would speak more louder than words should it be address in the proper manner.I rest my case now.GOD BLESS N GOD SPEED TO THE COUNTYMEN IN SINGAPORE.

Posted by THE SAINT :: Friday, March 10, 2006 :: ---------------oOo---------------
08 March, 2006 A day to pass my time

When to Plaza Singapura, over there I had to swap my old cable setup box for the digital setup box.Ken met me in the outlet.He took his bag from me and after the swap we sat outside n talked.He

was meeting this woman at Bedok who will be coming over to his place for the usual thing.Abt 6.30pm we took the train towards different direction.

When I reached somerset I called Kasha n asked her what time would she be starting work.Kasha knew that I was feeling really down n out lately.She came in abt 6.50pm n did her thing in the console and later she told me that she will go n have dinner,she will come back after her dinner.So I sat at the bar in No.5 n talked to my far distant cousin Ivan who was working there, than Jim came in with John behind him a few minutes later.Soon Kasha, Farrah,my aunt's cousin n Shamila came together with Gunter.

All of us were talking n we were talking issues from our life in the past n the present.I was trying to hide my upset face but Kasha knew that I was trying to.We talked n drunk.I sms princess in the middle n ask her that I wish that she was here right now.Sometimes it is hard to tell a person how you feel for them and no matter whether you wanna try hard,the other party does not wan2 understand. I guess there is nothing I could do to change certain aspects in a person's life. The nite went on nicely with our conversation n photo taking sessions.

Me trying my best not to think too much.....sheesh........it is hard to........than about 1.15am, I left the place n told Kasha that I m heading back home n Kasha told me not to think too much......I took a cab from Centerpoint back home.Came home had my shower n than wrote me blog n uploaded the photos of today's happenings.I try not to think too much but I guess that I cant forget..........sigh.....gdnite pple.....hope that things would work out fine somehow sooner or later.

Posted by THE SAINT :: Wednesday, March 08, 2006 :: ---------------oOo---------------
07 March, 2006 Sheesh!!!

Last nite was doing Vivian's computer and boy was it so slow.Not enough memory in it,moreover she was infected with the welchia.32.spybot virus.I had a hard time doing it,as the system was on 128mb Ram.I had to put another 256mb Ram on top of the 128MB.Manage to solve and install everything for her.So now everything is working fine.Her husband will come and collect it tomorrow from me.
Work was tiring,I had to take out some posters that I put up in the office n my colleagues were wondering why I took them down.Some of them came over n gave me hug on my shoulders n tell me that things will come,juz let it go n dun look back.Some even joke that words like some pple dun know what they have till they lose it.Well I just ignored them.# of my closest colleagues who are women,gave me a lunch treat n tried to cheer me up.They said that I m really serious n hardly smile now.They have never seen me like this before.I juz told them that I needed some time alone.So they left me to do my work.
Will be meeting Ken later n will be going to Starhub to swap my cable tv box for the digital cable box.Than will have no idea what to do next.Will think along the way.Ok I better get back to my work now....will update again later.

Posted by THE SAINT :: Tuesday, March 07, 2006 :: ---------------oOo---------------
06 March, 2006 Monday the 1st day of the week..........

Got up in the morning,cleaned up the room n later took my mum to the clinic again as she is having a bad cough,fever n pains in her mucsles. After that went to pay my HDB conservancy charges with after the rebate was S$24.50.Came home and surf the internet.Was looking to buy a XD Memory card n a 250GB Hard Disk Drive on Thursday.
About 1.15pm,Sherlyn my ex-colleague called me n asked me to meet her for lunch n I agreed to.We met at WestMall at about 2.45pm at coffee bean.Wow,she look stunning as I have never seen her in a dress before.She asked me where we should go for lunch and I asked her to decide.Both of us had no idea where to have lunch.Than we decided to have lunch at Sakae Sushi. We chatted about her boyfren n she was telling me how much he was controlling her n the nasty things that he said to her in the past n present.Well I told her that is up to her to decide on her relationship with him as it is not up to me to tell her to end the relationship.The choices she make out depends on what she wants to do with her life. She also said that her boyfren plans to get engage with her but I told her that she really has to consider it as to what she has told me about her boyfren,I felt that the relationship she is having does not allow her to make decisions in life as long as she is with him.After our lunch we went to a nearby housing estate and sat there n chatted more about her boyfren.
I feel kinda sad n sorry for the things that is happening in her life but I do not wish to make the decision for her.Instead I gave her some pros n cons of what might happen if the relationship persists to a certain level. She told me that she in a way is afraid of leaving him as her boyfren has a bad past.Well eventually in the end the decision is hers to make and she has to come to the point of understanding it in making that decision whatever it may be.Later about half an hour we went to the library.There I did some checks on some books on oceanagraphy. It is hard to find books on loan on this subject as most of the books are on reference items only.So I read some magazines on cars instead n Sherlyn read on some newspapers. After being in the library for about half an hour,I went over to my hairdresser salon COSLAB and collected a computer system from her husband as they wanted me to do their computer for them as the computer is having some problems.I took the system n headed to the cab stand n took a cab back.Sherlyn stayed behind at WestMall to wait for Yasmin to come as Shuhui did not want to make it to watch a movie with her.Yasmin will be meeting Sherlyn at about 6.30pm.So I proceeded home to do the computer.
Will update more later in the nite before I go to bed.Was trying to forget alot of things lately but it is hard to get it out of my mind.Sheesh!Just look at my photo album on the latest photos taken recently.

Posted by THE SAINT :: Monday, March 06, 2006 :: ---------------oOo---------------
05 March, 2006 Things are not what they seem to be

I was asleep the whole day after visiting the doctor.I also did realise that certain things are not what they seem to be when you try to recuperate from a relationship.........I have stop believing in faith n hope anymore as all these years it was faith n hope that gave me the strength to believe in alot of things.I also have loss hope in princess n there is nothing I would like to comment on it.
I just wanna do what I will do and wont bother much about certain issues any longer.Sometimes when you listen to a person too much and the things that they say....you gain the trust in them but after a period of time you ask yaself the truth fact is what it does not seem to be when reality steps in.
I know sometimes I would not finish my sentences and leave some of you wondering what I am trying to get across to you.Well its like a figure of speech where you have to find out the meaning to understand. I just will do what I plan to do for the next coming months and not bother about anyone's problems if they are not too close to me. I juz wanna be happy in my own way.Plan to take some long holidays after I resolve alot of issues that I need to resolve in the mean time.
Wish to my mum for a holiday to Canada also so that she could enjoy herself.The only woman in my life right now is my mum and I would like to leave it be as it is.The promises that I gave my dad when he pass on I will fulfill them as I have always.Will be updating the blog more often these days of issues n things that happening around the world.Cheers to all.God Bless N God Speed.

Posted by THE SAINT :: Sunday, March 05, 2006 :: ---------------oOo---------------
Some days are really not that good

Last nite met Khai n Joan n we had supper at our usual place.We talked abt alot of things n abt work.Joan has a new haircut.Hehe.......

And as for Khai is has grown more chubby....haha
After supper I sent the both of them to the bus stop and headed back home.......................................

Talked to princess on the phone at nite.She seemed kinda quiet and she said that she has been talking too much to many pple today............I was not feeling well either.....went to sleep close to 4.30am.Got up abt 8.30am in the morning n did my housework.....did not go kayaking today as I was really tired.Went to see a doctor again today cuz been having some stomach problems lately.Mum was also not feeling too well......went to buy lunch for her in the afternoon.Later took her to see the doctor near to the train station.Came back home and did some arrangements on my computer.Deleted some pictures that are not worth having.........sigh......what a day it is for me.There have been alot of things on my mind lately.....some of them are kinda strange........something does not seem be going on rite at the moment and I ask myself why.....did I do something wrong or said something wrong..........I just dun understand...........I mean I was being honest in the things that I say n it does seem to help when you are honest in your words.I mean if we lie the damage is far greater than the truth.So it is best to be honest,some pple cant take honesty n they tend to avoid you for the issues......at least it would be nice to know rather than leave me pondering..............just ask n it shall be answered.......Oh well......I will be infront of the computer the whole day today as I have nothing much to do and I will be surfing the net to see what is new and what is not.

As for princess,she will be going to Malaysia to visit her fren.....I do miss her alot lately....but sometimes I just do not know how to put my words across to her....she will be away for 2days and the only time I could see her again is on Thursday.....I guess........I also need to meet up with Ken n pass him his bag as I did not meet him yesterday as he was on a date with tis Thai gal that flew into Singapore yesterday........Ok pple have a good HOLY SUNDAY.

Posted by THE SAINT :: Sunday, March 05, 2006 :: ---------------oOo---------------
04 March, 2006 Went to 5 with frens last nite

After my haircut with hairdresser at West Mall,I took a train down to city hall as I need to go to Starhub Service Center at Funan Center to collect my new Olympus Digital Camera as I recontract my agreement with Maxonline for another 2 years. After collecting my camera I met Ken at Funan.

After meeting him,I showed him the new camera and he was amazed that I got the camera. We headed down to City Hall to take a train down to Somerset MRT station and met his fren Indonesian fren who is studying in Singapore. We decided to go to No.5 as I told Kasha that I will be bringing Ken along. At No.5 we met with Roy and our Japanese fren. We enjoyed the nite there and met with a few new frens also. Kasha was very sassy today.Hehe..........

We drank so much Long Island that almost coming to the end of the nite I was almost in a state of oblivion. Ken send his Indonesian fren back home, while me n Roy stayed behind with the rest. Ken forgot to take his bag home so I had to bring it back with me later in the nite. I told Roy that I needed to head home as I am totally wasted. As I went back home, I had my shower and went to bed as I was having a terrible hang over.What a nite it turn out to be. I have not felt like this for a long time.Sheesh!!!

Posted by THE SAINT :: Saturday, March 04, 2006 :: ---------------oOo---------------
02 March, 2006 Was so damn tired lately

Today was a very boring day for me, talked to princess in the morning while she was on her way to work. She was telling me about what is gonna happen today at her outlet and the off days she will be getting next week when she transfers to her new outlet.

The both of us stayed up late chatting on the phone till 4am in the morning.Could not sleep as I slept almost the whole day yesterday and was really in the twilight zone. She was telling me alot of things. She talked about her staffs and the 3 of her guys who are online chatting with her and giving her alot of craps and nonsence.Ha ha.The thing I love about her is that she tells me alot of things that is happening around her and she makes me feel kinda secured and I do not get jealous easily.This is the kind of woman any man who'd prefer. She has been giving melot of support in all the things that I do n she also understands my past relationships, I try not to talk much about my past relationship as sometimes it brings backs alot of bad memories. She is one woman that keeps the conversation running n I never feel bored talking to her.I like hearing the way she talk as she puts a smile on my face everytime I talk to her. I was planning that if things do go well in this relationship, of going for a holiday somewhere in September or November to visit my relatives in the US or my cousins n aunt in Britain.

Well as for my job, things are sometimes so unpredictable.Sometimes I feel like quitting this job and get another job.Moreover I need to concentrate alot on my household expenses as I am the current breadwinner in my family as my dad has passed away due to cancer last year. Some of my cousins n relatives have talked to me n told me that my mum looks highly upon me as she thinks I am capable of doing alot of things better n she loves me alot as I m always there for her.Since young I have a habit of doing grocery shopping with me parents n always have the habit of carrying the groceries for them as I do not want them to burden themselves with the load.I always manage to carry the heavy load no matter how heavy the load are.

Now as this is a beginning of a new relationship for me,I would like things to go slow n smoothly not wanting to rush into anything but I could see that Princess is also serious in a long term relationship.I pray to god that the road I take will always be rough for me as I will learn n encounter new things along the way to help me succumb to any temptations or faults that I may have. Ok now I need to go to Sim Lim as I am meeting some people over there, I have went back to start doing my marine tank setup business part-time as I find it more challenging and people need to realise the importance of the value of marine life.Will write up another post soon.Cya and have a good day people.

Posted by THE SAINT :: Thursday, March 02, 2006 :: ---------------oOo---------------