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Since Friday, there is this pain in my chest and it is getting worse. I hardly could breath much now as the pain is getting worse,its like a knife poking through my heart. I tried to sleep but could not and I got up and sat on my chair. Trying to breathe easily. Did not wanna tell my mum about it or she would get worried. I am not getting any better now eversince the day she left I have become worse. I stopped smoking again cuz of the pain, sometimes I wish she was here as she could comfort me in this pain in my chest. I just do not want to get admitted as I know it will be hard for me to come out of the hospital later.
I need to work later in the night and tomorrow morning I need to rush to my office for work also. Am I stressing myself out faster.When she is with me the pain seems to come and than ease away but now the pain gets more and more.One day I might not even wake up, for onlly GOD knows.I know I have made some mistakes but for someone to forgive me seems to be the hardest thing for her to do.If I am really gone one day,than will she be happier.In life,no one means harm to anyone. Things have been said out of anger which do not have any actions done to it.A person who learns to forgive and learns to accept the truth is someone that is strong in virtue and integrity.I will try my best to endure this pain now but I know I might collapse one day soon.Is my time near?I hope GOD will forgive me. I dont need any sympathy from anyone, all I need is understanding.When I told her that I was sick, I never lied to her.It was the truth.I have been keeping the truth away from my family and friends for some time now.Maybe cuz I dont want others to worry about me. I never like to make others worry.Dear wolfmaiden, I am sorry for all the things you think I might have done and I am sorry for all the things that I have said.All I ever wanted was you as you made me feel happy and contented in being with you and the kids.I have never felt like that before in my entire life and I just wanted you to be strong in the right things you do.Thank you for the time I had with you even though you will never give me another chance.I pray that one day GOD will open ya eyes to see the truth that you have always thought as a lie.Ok I better end here for now as my chest is getting very painful and I also need to rush to work.I hope I could get by today.
GOD BLESS N GOD SPEED.
Posted by THE SAINT ::
Sunday, July 27, 2008 ::