UNITED BENETTON of COLORS

27 July, 2008 Does it matter how I am treated

Well tis weekend, I have been sitting down and doing some thinking. It does not matter how she treats me or what she think of me. As long as I know I did not do anything wrong, I have nothing to worry about. I myself dont understand what she means when she says she knows that I did everything. In fact in my own opinion she does not at all, she always thinks that she could judge a person without even knowing the truth. At least there is one thing I know, I am better than her as I dont go around hurting anyone like the way she does.

All I will do is do what I think is right and if she wants to create more trouble so be it. In the end she will only make others look at her more. All I try to do was tell her things honestly where she cant come to accept, people cant accept reality but love lies. She does not even know that she is being lied upon by others whom she thinks she could trust. She basically will not learn a thing which I have taught her in the past. You will get back everything, I have no hatred against you nor to I bear any grudge against you.The only thing I know is that I do love you but since you cant accept it, I will just stay away.You can never be alone as you need it more doing it with someone.I guess both of us are 2 different person.I dont care anymore if you wanna throw you temper or say anything bad about me like you always do when you are with someone else whom I have seen.In my heart I know I might say certain things out of anger but I never meant what I say cuz you are so annoying always making a fuss about something which you always think I did.If you are honest enough you will at least give me a call and talk things out in a nicer way so that I too could let you know that all this could be done in a better way. Whatever bad you do to me I have to protect myself by defending it.Just sit down and think whether you are a cruel person or someone who could work things out rather than hide and run away from the truth like in the very beginning. You did it to me once when you were with Chris and now it seems you made it worse.

I just do my things and get my things done.When the time comes you will need me and we will see how it feels when that happens.No point in me for hating you or anything cuz it makes me grow older with wringle face and lost of hair like what you are going through. The daughter will be like the mother and we look like the mother when she reaches that age. You are almost getting there.I never have any bad thoughts about you nor have I done anything bad to you, only I did some stupid things like coming to the company and making a scene and some other scenes in places where we were in the past.Either than that I did not do anything, whether you believe it or not I dont really care.I have been honest to you and have always treated you nice but you never stop being rude to me nor hurt my feelings badly.Starting from next week,things will change for the better for me as I have decided.

Posted by THE SAINT :: Sunday, July 27, 2008 :: ---------------oOo---------------