UNITED BENETTON of COLORS

22 July, 2008 The feeling is so strong

Today as I got up and left for work in the morning the thought of her came into my mind.The feeling I have for her is so strong. I could still smell the sense on her hair and the touch of her skin. I love the way she smell. Are humans to cruel to forgive?Is the love really that easy to die away?Why do people only remember the bad things and not the good things? I know I was wrong in certain ways but I was never wrong in loving her and the kids. I know in my heart no matter what happens I will love her very strongly as each passing day goes by. I love talking to her and see the way I make her laugh or smile. I never cared much about what others talk about her. I wanted to prove that my love for her was strong. Why is love in singapore so unpredictable?

Dear,no matter what happens, whenever you ever need me I will always be there for you.I know that you are angry with me but sometimes you have to look and see why did this all began. If not for that day on the 16th of May, things would be great for us. All I could do now is hope and pray that one day, you do give me a chance so that I could prove you wrong that things could work out well. This feelings that I have is so strong inside of me that I know,not even time could heal it. Now most of the time I keep to myself and hardly talk much to anyone. Yes being alone now makes feel weird when I shut the world away from me. You were truly the one that has brought true happiness in my heart for all these years that I have waited for. You have also taught me certain things that I am appreciative about. You really are the perfect person for me. I remember the times we had together, the laughter and the sadness, you really kept me busy and I love that. Never have I looked at a woman like the way I looked at you and sometimes you asked me that.You even asked me why I love you so much. Yes I am stupid in making certain mistakes.Yes I did cry to myself when I am alone. I do think about you alot. I miss holding you and hugging you. I really do miss alot of things. At times I would want you to slap me for doing certain things wrong. I would even now ask you to slap me as many times as you like until you could forgive me for the things that had happened. We are so compatible in so many ways. I love taking you out to places and having great fun when we are out. I wanted to take you for facials and many more to show you that I was willing to do almost anything for you. When it comes to love, love can be strange in many ways. Like what the monk once told me that I would meet someone I would love so much and that person will break my heart but in the end she will give me the happiness I need.All I needed was to have some time for her. Whatever he told me in the past is so true about the things that would happen and what the future will bring. I am starting to believe him as I have seen it happened already.

Just want you not to ever forget the times we had together and how well I treated you. Find it in your heart to forgive me like the way I forgive you. You know how faithful I am towards you and how I stay loyal to you. If you ever give me this chance I will treasure it and make it 10x better as before. Now all I could do is hope and pray that one day my prayers will be answered by GOD.Also I will return you certain things and every month do check ya account as I will transfer money to you.Do let me know at least that the money is transferred to you. I am doing something that is honest and I have never cheated anyone in my life before and it will not be you also ever. I am sincere and honest and will always be like that towards you or anyone. Hope that the kids are doing well as I miss holding them, playing with them, taking them out and teaching them.

"NO MATTER HOW GREAT A MISTAKE IS, IT TAKES A HEART STRONGER THAN STEEL TO FORGIVE AND FORGET."

Posted by THE SAINT :: Tuesday, July 22, 2008 :: ---------------oOo---------------