UNITED BENETTON of COLORS

09 April, 2006 Interesting week it has been for me

This few days have been pretty interesting for me.Met a couple of new frens from Korea n Germany.......Also met a couple of women......well....what could I say.......firstly I know this particular person for almost coming to 2years now and she has been acting kinda strange lately.......I just do not know how to put it.......but I guess she is not for real as there are some hidden agenda that she has been playing...................

As for the others,they were introduce to me by some frens.......as I get to know them I also realise that people are not who they really are when you realise certain truths about them but I just pretend that I never heard of it. In fact I am not prepared to go into another relationship due to the many lies that I get coming from most of them......You see,we are all human beings n the problem with this is that humans tend to lie.Hmmmm....but when you make it a habit,it seems that you can see through them in certain ways that they will never expect..........There is alot of things from my past that I have learnt and it has made me very observant in the person I talk to and it has also made me realise that to love someone complete is harder as it will be a better compliment to trust that person first before falling for them.......

Some of you who know me well enough will understand what I mean by what I say. The fact is when you cant accept reality for what it is,how long do you wanna go on pretending or lying.What is ya objective?To be beautiful n handsome is not enough if you do not have the heart or courage to accept what is laid straight in ya face. Many things have happened these few days that have made me sat back n realise alot of things more than I expected. Now I have already found what I have been looking for.It is actually me....no one can be like me in alot of ways.....firstly is anger....no one can control anger in a manner which you could hardly imagine.

Truth is that I have done things these 2 days with a fren n realise that he is right about certain things.I would like to thank him n his wife for the conversations that we had.Now I know what I want the future to be like. Like it was always been said,if you wanna be a king,you have to be in the battle field to fight with ya men n experience what they have experience before you become a king. Well.............next week will be a turning point for me and I will not wanna say what I m gonna do until I have done it and completed doing it.Than once I have completed what I am to do,only than will I write it in the blog to show that I have done what I have done so that it is not only to be made fun of but taken seriously n jokes aside for the time being........Been so nice to many people....time has come....not to be so nice any longer......

I will turn in to bed now and give it more thoughts when I fall asleep....good nite pple.....Easter is only a week away........

Posted by THE SAINT :: Sunday, April 09, 2006 :: ---------------oOo---------------