UNITED BENETTON of COLORS

13 September, 2008 The forecast of the week

During the week many things have happened. I have enjoyed the days that have passed. Have been running around lately doing some jobs. Well I was at Chin Bee Road on Friday, I happened to see her that day but I did not approach her as I knew that it will be pointless as I remembered the things she did to me. I just avoided her not wanting to look at her of the sadness she had brought to me.

I had to rush back to the office and collect a laptop and rushed down to Raffles Hotel as one of my guys had problem doing the wireless. I rectified the problem and the use was happy.Came back to the office after that. I bought some food for Iz also known to me as the Cherokee with the Mustang.

After work we headed back together.We talked about certain things which I do not wish to elaborate in the blog. Had some fun on the way back home. A strange feeling came to me like something bad was gonna happened and it seems that feeling was something to do with Alice and the kids. I just try to ignore the feeling. I kept thinking of Elvis and Presley lately,the times where I spend with the kids and had so much fun with them. I do miss them alot. But why should I bother like once she told me.They are not my kids.Sometimes I realized that the words she use to say to me are pointless as she does not understand. I know that from time to time there are those who read my blog will try to understand when you were given something or someone and it was taken away from anyone,the feeling still persist in the heart.

Now is the weekend, and yes I do miss the times I had.Feeling so alone, but I guess this was meant to be. I try not to think about anything.I was suppose to go to Marine Parade today but I have decided to cancel the appointment and make it tomorrow afternoon.I guess after the appointment I would walk around the mall to look around at the place.It has been a long time since I have went there. I remember it was me and Alice when we went there to eat and walk around. Sometimes memories of the past do come back to me. I mean it is a good feeling at times but I have to eventually let go as she is with another and with the things she have done to me what is the point in talking to her or meeting her. All I get is lies and lies.I knew from the very beginning that I could not trust her.

Life has change for me now in many ways. I know dont bother much about anyone or I just do what I think is right. Being alone has made a change in me by keeping to myself and concentrating on my job. Like I have wrote earlier in my blog that I have the intention to make as much money as possible. Whoever I marry or wherever I stay will not be highlighted in this blog as I think it is my private life that I dont need the world to know. Only the everyday happenings will be highlighted with the events that have occured from time to time and from place to place.Sitting in the room and at the living room today I got involve with my roommate in watching some videos. I asked her how come she was not attached after so long and she just have not found the right guy yet. She told me that she was interested in me back than when she knew me. Right now she is not sure but would like to remain as friends.I told her that I have no intention in a relationship for the moment and since me and her are staying under one roof,it is best to remain as friends.She agreed with me. So we carry on watching movies and wow...we really are coach potatoes today. I went home in the night and told her I will be back about 12am to 1am. I told her not to lock the door.

Now I am home for a while and I met the new tenant who works in a club as a manager and he will be moving in on monday.Kinda young for a guy his age.It is time for me to head back to the condo now. Ok will update from time to time now.

Posted by THE SAINT :: Saturday, September 13, 2008 :: ---------------oOo---------------